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Messy Love Definer or Refiner Here’s an idea to play around with. The next time someone or something upsets you, ask yourself, “Does this define me or refine me?” Why? Because your answer determines how you move through the experience and the baggage you carry afterward. Let’s see what Webster has to say about these two words.
Define: to determine the limits or nature of; describe exactly.
Hmmm. “Determine the limits” seems pretty limiting. And “describe exactly” is a crazy-making quest. I don’t know about you but my life – and upsets – defy any exacting description. This defining business is feeling a bit tense.
Refine: to free or become free of impurities. To make or become more polished.
To “become free” and “more polished.” All right. I’m exhaling here. This feels like something I can grab hold of when grappling with an upset. How a Defining Moment Becomes a Refining Moment. Stop. Ask the question. “Does this define me or refine me?” Make a conscious decision. Then proceed in the direction of your answer. When my ex husband left to explore a relationship with another woman – back in the days of Bernadette’s Pages – you could say his act defined our marriage (failed), himself as a man (untrustworthy), and me as a wife (not good enough). Failed. Untrustworthy. Not Good Enough. Now there’s a tidy package that determined “the limits or nature of” what happened between us. Had I accepted this view as my definer I would have gotten stuck, acting out patterns of betrayal, anger, resentment, bitterness, guilt, shame, remorse, confusion, mistrust, defensiveness … and I guarantee you that Bernadette would not be sharing in this blog. But this Bernadette? She asked the question. Again and again and again. As many times as it took for her to drop the definers, pick up the refiners and proceed in the direction of her happily-ever-after. Death-Sentence Definers. Hiding in the past, present and future are relationships and circumstances that beg to define you. If you’re having trouble getting beyond an upsetting someone or something you might be trapped in a definer zone. That’s where the person or situation defines you in a way that you are not comfortable with – many times under radar. A definer like this, with no follow-up refiner, can feel like a death sentence. I saw Ted at Starbucks with Susan. (My ex must be right; I’m boring.) Samantha got the promotion. (My father was right; I’ll never amount to anything.) They didn't call me back for that second interview. (I am too old.) Are You Really Upset For The Reason You Think? This world offers lots of legitimate reasons for upset, though illegitimate definers are more common culprits than you think. (Maybe Ted and Susan were planning a surprise party for our voyeur – but skewed definers are a topic for another day.) Whether caused by the real world or the one in your head, it’s key to note there is a difference between the upset of pain and the upset of suffering. Suffering is a choice. A mental attitude based on fear and often supported by a definer.   Messy Love: Are You a Definer or a Refiner?It hurt when my ex left. Real bad. I was in pain. But it was my definers that made me suffer. Not his leaving. Once I got them to surface, I saw the classroom and an opportunity to cut through the crap – all the excuses that kept recycling the past into the present relationship. Surprisingly, defusing my definers opened the door to a refining process that allowed us to reconcile and make it another eighteen years. Defusing my definers also allowed me to recognize that divorce, for reasons that extended beyond our control or recovery, was ultimately in our best interest if we were to continue to grow. (Now there's a heavy duty definer-refiner playground.) If You Get Nothing Else From This Blog Post, Get This! A reason to pause the next time something or someone gets under your skin and ask yourself,
  • Does this define me or refine me?
  • Does this define me in a way that I don’t like?
  • Do I have to accept this definer?
  • Can I use this to refine me? (Make me a better person, artist, dog lover … free me from negative relationships, jobs, speeding tickets … Get the idea?)
Trapped in a Definer Zone? Ask. Decide. Proceed.
  • Does losing this marriage/relationship define or refine you?
  • Does losing this job define or refine you?
  • Does your childhood define or refine you?
  • Does your health condition define or refine you?
  • Does an addiction define or refine you?
  • Do your children define or refine you?
Here’s to replacing those definers with refiners that lead you to living your best life yet! As always, I welcome your comments. (They won’t define me but I might use them to refine me.) And, if you like this post then LIKE it and SHARE it. It won't define you if you don't but it might refine someone if you do. XO

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Buy Finalo (Propecia) Without Prescription, Hmmm. Guess which one? (You get to practice forgiveness!) In the interest of saving time, Australia, uk, us, usa, I am not posting any 2010 comments. Instead, I have selected a progression of short journal entries and spirit dialogs that will hopefully tell the story and share the “classroom” in a self-explanatory way. If you have questions, Finalo (Propecia) schedule, just ask. Here we go.


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Spirit Dialog, Finalo (Propecia) from canada, April 9, 1994 “The real work is not in the struggle, but in the careful observation of and accepted responsibility for your creations … It is not a spell you cast, nor magic, low dose Finalo (Propecia). Buy Finalo (Propecia) Without Prescription, It is like what you call intervention. Divine intervention is, in part, Online buying Finalo (Propecia), your own, as you are of the Divine. You choose to be aware of this now in the work that you do and so, in a way, no prescription Finalo (Propecia) online, are setting the pace as [Ray] must keep up with your growth …”

Journal, April 9, Buy generic Finalo (Propecia), 1994“It’s time to get back to that young gal who used to dig through trunks to find vintage clothes she could wear to high school. The one who wore her grandmother’s costume jewelry and her mother’s ‘50s jackets and blouses. The one who wore black nail polish that smelled like cherry and pale pink lipstick as eye shadow because the cosmetic companies had not yet invented it!”

Journal, April 10, Finalo (Propecia) trusted pharmacy reviews, 1994 “What is best for me. … there’s a difference between my way, based in fear and control, and me first, based in love and concern… So much of what I do is still within the context of the relationship, Buy Finalo (Propecia) Without Prescription. What I believe I need to do, Doses Finalo (Propecia) work, to “keep the door open” and not jeopardize the relationship further … Is it really in my best interest to continue to hope for Ray’s return, and thus keep the ground fertile and tilled for that possibility. Is it in my best interest to be keeper of the field when my other half is out "fertilizing" another field?”

Spirit Dialog, April 11, ordering Finalo (Propecia) online, 1994 “… good practice for you, as you are correct in that you still put the relationship first. Finalo (Propecia) dangers, This is not bad, as the whole is important. However, this is part of your dynamics because its base is upon a feeling of unworthiness to come before the relationship, effects of Finalo (Propecia), rather than love for the whole … You have feared to love yourself, as you have set yourself up to earn your own love by doing and giving … This is why you have difficulty being.”

“You must then consider what best suits your temperament and do so with an attitude of “being” you and not “doing” Ray … Watch what you give power to or you will fall in line with Ray’s abstractions and prolong this period… This is why your motives must be clear in taking care of yourself. Buy Finalo (Propecia) Without Prescription, You do deserve better treatment, but from yourself. Finalo (Propecia) price, coupon, A self that is not focusing on him!”



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Spirit Dialog, April 12, 1994 “Your fear is that this is a calculated risk, which is why you must do your part, Finalo (Propecia) price. Not just for you, but for [Ray]. Finalo (Propecia) used for, He is counting on you to remember your part … his fear [is] that he might get lost in this … Trust this. You prayed together. You did this together .., Buy Finalo (Propecia) Without Prescription. Ray must remain blinded to accelerate the correction so you will secure the understanding you need ... There has to be a degree of doubt to make you do the work, buying Finalo (Propecia) online over the counter. But there has to be a degree of “knowing” while it is occurring, as the knowing is part of your opening up. Finalo (Propecia) brand name, This is a lucid dream. Buy Finalo (Propecia) Without Prescription, What you do for yourself, you will do for Ray.”

Journal, April 13, 1994 “It appears that both my negative and positive [core beliefs] are being challenged by this separation. I say I believe in love. In love’s ultimate goodness. If I really believe that, buy Finalo (Propecia) without prescription, why am I so afraid now that Ray has left. When he was with me, Finalo (Propecia) pharmacy, I believed that love, our love, could overcome anything. But now I see his love as withdrawn and limited, Buy Finalo (Propecia) Without Prescription. Maybe if I could still see love in him, where can i cheapest Finalo (Propecia) online, I wouldn’t be so fearful … God, I am placing all love outside myself. Finalo (Propecia) overnight, No wonder I’m afraid. Can I forgive myself for seeing love as fickle and unattainable. For identifying love only with a body?”

Spirit Dialog, April 15, after Finalo (Propecia), 1994 “When you seek truth, why do you think you will find only lies. Buy Finalo (Propecia) Without Prescription, … You can get lost in the signs and not do the work. Online buying Finalo (Propecia) hcl, You have been told. Believe that it is true ... There is still much in your past to heal …”

Journal, April 16, what is Finalo (Propecia), 1994“Mom should be here soon. I’m so glad she’s coming up. How odd, Buy Finalo (Propecia) Without Prescription. Finalo (Propecia) maximum dosage, Just a few months back, I thought Ray and I would be in Florida this very weekend, celebrating Mom and Dad’s fortieth anniversary … I know this is hard for her. She loves Ray and won’t condemn him, Finalo (Propecia) over the counter. And I don’t want her to … Damn this is tough.”

Journal, April 18, Finalo (Propecia) dosage, 1994 “Mom is helping me anchor in my little house …  She found fabric that matched some throw pillows I’d bought with Lea a few weeks ago and made valances for the living room windows while I was at work today … but they didn’t turn out the way she wanted. When I got home she seemed frustrated and upset. Buy Finalo (Propecia) Without Prescription, I could tell that she had been crying but was trying to hide it. The look on her face shot straight to my heart. I knew it wasn’t about the valances not turning out, no prescription Finalo (Propecia) online. It was the whole thing – my life, my marriage – and her wanting to make it all better, Finalo (Propecia) without a prescription, all right for me … How odd to be in such pain and feel so much gratitude at the same time. I look around and see Mom encouraging me to come out in my home …”



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Journal, April 22, 1994 “Ray, Shelly is not the betrayal, where to buy Finalo (Propecia). Not now. Not even six years ago, Buy Finalo (Propecia) Without Prescription. The betrayal is that you saw me slipping away, and all you could do was stand in judgment and deem me hopeless. How is it you stopped believing in me. You were burying me alive with every mental thought of leaving … You saw me in my weakest, most fearful moments … I trusted you not to abuse me with that. I do not have one friend today who would judge me as hopeless and see leaving me as the solution … This is where I feel betrayed. Buy Finalo (Propecia) Without Prescription, You withheld love, when love could have healed.”

THOUGHTS NOW –––



  • Post Number Twenty-One: This is an a la carte post. But everything on the menu is about love. Every one of these excerpts suggests a thought to nurture your spirit. Loving self. Loving others. Loving unions, Buy Finalo (Propecia) Without Prescription. Me. You. Us. Betrayal comes whenever we withhold love so consider this: Where have you “withheld love, when love could have healed.” When you looked at yourself in the mirror. Buy Finalo (Propecia) Without Prescription, When you looked across the table at another. When you looked out at the world?



  • A Funny Thought: I abandoned the Bernadette of 1994 the past few weeks but am grateful she did her work and did not abandon me. Because she did what she did, I can do what I do.



  • About This Post: I'm attempting to merge the nine months recorded in Bernadette’s Pages with the present here – but still can’t figure out how to format it in a neat and tidy way. So, it’s probably going to be raw and choppy in places. I’ll throw in some quotes and bullets to guide you along. If I lose you somewhere, let me know. I’ll come back to get you.



The Messy Room and my Facebook Page are two ways that I share the “HOW” of it. Please join me and SPREAD THE WORD. You CAN get here from there!

 

Excerpts ©2006 from Bernadette’s Pages: An Intimate Crossroad.

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“Damn, buy Aerolin (Ventolin) online cod. Buy Aerolin (Ventolin) Without Prescription, Why couldn’t he have just lied. Aerolin (Ventolin) over the counter, How could I have known about the flowers he sent her. It came through like a bolt of lightning, Aerolin (Ventolin) pics. Aerolin (Ventolin) interactions, A lousy time to be telepathic. Why did I even ask him?”

2010: My Angels had me pegged on that one. I was easing in. Trying to figure out how to change his mind, Aerolin (Ventolin) pictures. Campaigning, you could say, Buy Aerolin (Ventolin) Without Prescription. Where can i buy Aerolin (Ventolin) online, That teleflora-flash is what I call a psychic slap, a “Don’t run back into the burning building, purchase Aerolin (Ventolin) online, Aerolin (Ventolin) pharmacy, Bernadette. We have a Plan.”

I always tell people I work with that they don’t have to go looking. What they need to know will come to them when they need to know it, buy no prescription Aerolin (Ventolin) online. Rx free Aerolin (Ventolin), Information that finds us ‘lightens” us. It’s an invitation to remember that we are not alone and we have a choice to participate in a Divine ordering, Aerolin (Ventolin) no prescription. “Snoopy” info just serves to anchor in the very fears we think we can escape in “learning the facts.”

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  • Post Number Nine: I’m behind. Writing under the wire. Have had to re-think my posting schedule a little – because I am now living the life I feared was being taken away back then. (Plus, my other muses are starting to feel abandoned.) So, I am going for the highlights folks.  With my Angel’s permission, of course!



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  • About This Post: I’m attempting to merge the nine months recorded in Bernadette’s Pages with the present here – but still can’t figure out how to format it in a neat and tidy way. So, it’s probably going to be raw and choppy in places. I’ll throw in some quotes and bullets to guide you along. If I lose you somewhere, let me know. I’ll come back to get you.



The Messy Room and my Facebook Page are two ways that I share the “HOW” of it. Please join me and SPREAD THE WORD. You CAN get here from there!

 

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The Messy Room and my Facebook Page are two ways that I share the “HOW” of it. Please join me and SPREAD THE WORD. You CAN get here from there!

 

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